Pastora
I think its an existing fear. I have never felt happy lniivg in the same place for more than a few months/years and being stuck in university has only been made easier by the fact that I get to go home to Bristol or to stay with friends around the country on weekends/holidays etc.I'm not the sort of person to plant roots. Everytime I settle somewhere I love it for a bit then im ready to move on. Ive never been in a long term relationship quite frankly, I find them a bit monotonous. lol. I mean, seriously, how many times can you wake up with, go to work and come home to the same person, watch the same crap, eat the same crap, go to bed and do it all over again lol. More importantly, I think being alone means you dont have to be accountable for someone else. You dont have to be responsible for anyones feelings but your own. You dont have to comprimise or consult with someone else when you make decisions, whether they are well thought out or impulsive. And maybe some would say its selfish but then again relationships are optional right?I can understand you struggling with having a base. With uni coming to an end, I came to the conclusion that I never want to be tied down to anything ever again. These last 7 weeks of uni are a stretch coz its a chapter im so ready to close. To me, its suffocating. Its def. gonna be my vietnam oh the flash backs lolI do think its possible to have your cake and eat too. Im not sure who the jack*ss is who said it wasnt, but if I ever come across him, i'll be having words.Everyone always says leave on a high. I say ride the wave until it stops.I type like i think/say it so can only hope that makes sense lol
Pastora I think its an existing fear. I have never felt happy lniivg in the same place for more than a few months/years and being stuck in university has only been made easier by the fact that I get to go home to Bristol or to stay with friends around the country on weekends/holidays etc.I'm not the sort of person to plant roots. Everytime I settle somewhere I love it for a bit then im ready to move on. Ive never been in a long term relationship quite frankly, I find them a bit monotonous. lol. I mean, seriously, how many times can you wake up with, go to work and come home to the same person, watch the same crap, eat the same crap, go to bed and do it all over again lol. More importantly, I think being alone means you dont have to be accountable for someone else. You dont have to be responsible for anyones feelings but your own. You dont have to comprimise or consult with someone else when you make decisions, whether they are well thought out or impulsive. And maybe some would say its selfish but then again relationships are optional right?I can understand you struggling with having a base. With uni coming to an end, I came to the conclusion that I never want to be tied down to anything ever again. These last 7 weeks of uni are a stretch coz its a chapter im so ready to close. To me, its suffocating. Its def. gonna be my vietnam oh the flash backs lolI do think its possible to have your cake and eat too. Im not sure who the jack*ss is who said it wasnt, but if I ever come across him, i'll be having words.Everyone always says leave on a high. I say ride the wave until it stops.I type like i think/say it so can only hope that makes sense lol